Well I try not to divulge too much of my personal life here on KS but thought I could use some prayers from as many people as possible right about now. So here goes...
There is alot of "stuff" going on in my life right now like my mom is dying of emphysema (sp?) our business is not doing so well after a bout with my ex KJ ( my brother) and his bad mouthing us all over town ( I could go on & on about this one but will spare you all) Ive had more than a few health related things going on that arent looking so good.Ive just felt in the past few months Ive been spinning my wheels trying to do things I thought were right just for them to backfire in my face.
So .. long story ...well ...long
I got myself into a car wreck (my fault) in April of 02 I am blessed beyond belief to be alive right now, but on & off over the last few years had trouble with my right leg & foot the worst of my injuries. As a matter of fact the Drs told my family right after it happened that it should be amputated. Im glad they refused for me. Anyways I have a titanium rod & screws in my tibia & ankle (amongst alot of other places) & have had something called osteomylitis (a bone infection) in whats left of my tibia but that has since healed up. Now I have had a ulcer ( open hole is the easiest way to describe it ) on the bottom of my foot under my pinkie toe for about 9 months now going to Dr. office once a week to get them to keep an eye on it. I went Tues and had an MRI done and they found a bone infection in my little toe and 5th metetarsal there was no way to catch this on a regular xray & so the Dr was treating it like a normal ulcer kinda like a diabetic ulcer basically just mantainance(sp?). The Dr says that the best most efficient way to get rid of this seeing its so bad is to take my little toe off and shave the bone right under it. Im not scared of surgery Ive had 12 so far from this accident,or scars Ive already passed that point. Im just scared of trying to walk with 4 toes & something called foot drop (where I can push my foot down but I cant bring it up on my own. Damaged tendons & ligaments.) I just got out of a wheelchair full time in April of 05 so I do not want to get back in it ya know? I walk ok with a brace inside a shoe that is " built up" ( because my right leg is now shorter than my left by about 2 inches) and a cane & do ok for what Ive been through. I guess its the fear of the unknown thats getting me. I just wanna come out of this at least as well as I went into it .
So that why you see me on this site alot I do what little bit of house cleaning I can do take a break (which consists of computer, tv or karaoke ) cleaning , break cleaning, break ( got it? ) I have come to be quite addicted to this place I love all the silly posts and different personalities here and I "try" to be like a sponge with all the tech stuff ( doesnt always work though
) Karaoke has been a big part of my life since I turned 21 old enough to get into the places that were having it. I dont claim to be the best singer or KJ but I do enjoy karaoke for what it is, fun and entertaining. After my accident I didnt want to pick up a mic or listen to music at all. I was coming home from karaoke night when I crossed the center line of the road hitting a car head on and killing the man in the other car.( yes there were legal measures taken ) I felt so guilty for even wanting to hear music that I wouldnt let myself do it. Through my faith I was able after 9 months to listen to music & pick up a mic. I now deal with stresses thru karaoke. I mostly stay home & sing.I dont drink anymore & havent since the accident so sometimes am uncomfortable in bars ( that s why we hired a KJ & we ( hubby and family) usually do the mobile recording studio at fairs & festivals & parties)
Karaoke is such a crazy & fun thing but I really would be lost without it ( only so much ebayin' a woman can do without hubby takin' the credit cards back
) To have a site like this dedicated to karaoke enthusiasts from all over & be able to feel welcome is so heartwarming, I thank you all.Please keep me & my family in your prayers as I will you & yours, 
Also I know you probably have more questions on the accident & all so here is a memorial website that I have in memory of the man that was killed. http://www.john-sowers-sr.com/ Please know that I am not a bad person just a person who made a bad decision. I know I am blessed to be on this earth and free to be writing to you on this computer. So please if you feel the need to be negative remember that I am a real person and not a computer droid. Thanks for letting me vent.
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I'd be convicted of mass murder. 